The Grudge Lyrics – Olivia Rodrigo
The Grudge Lyrics
I have nightmares each week about that friday in may, One phone call from you and my entire world, Was changed trust that you betrayed, Confusion that still lingers, You took everything i loved, And crushed it in between your fingers.
And i doubt you ever think about the damage, That you did but i hold onto every detail, Like my life depends on it, My undying love, Now i hold it like a grudge, And i hear your voice every time, I think i’m not enough, And i try to be tough but i wanna scream, How could anybody do the things, You did so easily and i say i don’t care, I say that i’m fine, But you know i can’t let it go, I’ve tried i’ve tried i’ve tried for so long, It takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong.
The arguments that i have won against you, In my head in the shower in the car, And in the mirror before bed i’m so tough when i’m alone, And i make you feel so guilty, And i fantasize about a time you’re a little fucking sorry, And i try to understand why you would do this all to me, You must be insecure you must be so unhappy, And i know in my heart hurt people hurt people, And we both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal, And i try to be tough but i wanna scream, How could anybody do the things you did so easily.
And i say i don’t care i say that i’m fine, But you know i can’t let it go, I’ve tried i’ve tried i’ve tried for so long, It takes strength to forgive but i don’t feel strong.
Ooh do you think i deserved it all, Ooh your flowers filled with vitriol, You built me up to watch me fall, You have everything and you still want more.
I try to be tough i try to be mean, But even after all this, You’re still everything to me, And i know you don’t care, I guess that that’s fine, But you know i can’t let it go, I’ve tried i’ve tried, I’ve tried for so long.
It takes strength to forgive but, I’m not quite sure i’m there yet, It takes strength to forgive but.
The Grudge Song Info:
| Song: | The Grudge |